You are the best judge..

You strive hard to get something??..I bet my shoes... you wont get that with ease. This is my learning. And it has been proved beyond doubt in many circumstances. You yearn for something??...NO... STOP DREAMING, you would never get that until you start exploring ways immediately. Lots of advice, I have received; almost from everyone who speaks to me.Well thats how people are(born counsellors). Sometimes it really gets on my nerves when I hear someone say:"Listen. You are not a small boy and I need not advise you(during the worthless counselling session).." as though he/she is Mr/Mrs.PERFECT. I still put up with them, so patiently that they get irritated by my silence. Oh GOD, please help me. If I voice my views I become an incorrigible teenager, if I stay mute, I am mistaken. When do I get relieved????

As I have not much to think about during these holidays, those trifles occupy my mind and I keep thinking about ways to display myself as the BEST. BEST??..BEST??.....thats where I get kiboshed, get hindered by my thoughts....not allowing me to think further. What is the definition for BEST???....(only that question comes in my mind). Is it the state of self satisfaction of having accomplished something or is it the satisfaction of the people around(apparently counsellors). Is it enough if only I know that I am good enough to accomplish some task X or should I make others feel that I am competent enough to run that show??. Definitely proving oneself before others is a must. But proving is different from trumpeting. These counsellors with their pack of conventions expect this trumpeting from us. But a good leader would never display himself in an ostentatious manner.

So I decided, let these advices take a parallel path while I extract from them only those key points which I feel are true and leave the rest to reflect on them.